I think I understood myself a bit more after so many things had happen.
This time failure is also part of that person caused. I began to understand why I need a partner now but I dare not have it. Is also thank to that person who caused all my life upside down. And I had to live with it.
When other people had family, I do also have a family but a broken one. Why my family so broken? partly I guess also that person caused it but partly also my parent didn't do their parent job well.

I'm sick of this home that caused me to be a loner. Even I had friends around me, I couldn't tell everyone about my situtation. Because everyone had their own family or personal problem. And they are just my friends, no matter how close they are to me, I don't really wish to trouble them.

That why I need a partner, not just any kind of partner, who can really help me to carry my burden with me. But I couldn't find it until lately I notice someone who she also carry a burden long ago but with a diffrent situtation. When she told me that she don't have daddy's love, I want to tell her that she better than me since I don't even have any love from my parents. But I couldn't say anything more becos I don't know what to do too.

That why I guess people like us, someday when we found our lifetime partner, we will not let our next generation suffer what we been through.

Failure to me is not a problem as long as I contiune to walk forward. Because with all the failure I made, I understood the pain more than anyone els.

Death to me is not an issue as long as I don't have a family or a love one to protect. That why if I happen to pass away due to any illness, that will be my fate.

Love to me is a great wall that I had to climb over. To love someone is not an easy task as there is alot of responsibility to take care.

I can slove my friends problem but I can't slove my problem no matter how great I as a problem solver. So will my life change after that person pass away or when I found my true parther? I don't know and I want to know. For now the only solution I could do is to move to another room to hide from .........

Lately I been in a position where I do not know which path to take at a crossroad.
Because all the paths were not wrong nor right paths.

OMG! Slayer Revolution

Old Anime! New Season!
Slayers Revolution!
Lina Inverse is BACK after 10 years, the Comedy,Adventure, Action, Magic Anime !!

I can't believe they contiune season 4 for this great anime after 10 years ago when the story in anime already end with only 3 season.
I would like to thank Takashi Watanabe to contiune this great series. And also J.C.STAFF.

OMG! Diablo III

OMG! Diablo III coming soon.


I didn't expect blizzard is making D3. Since they making now, I guess this game will release next year. Blizzard never failed to make money and entertainment for everyone ^^

A New DuSt, A New Begining.

I have delete all the old posts.
Let the past be buried behind as I contiune my future.

This new blog will be blogging more on the News that I read, be it on other website or newspaper.

If I have time, I might design my blogskin and upload some of my artworks that I had done.